OCTOBER 5, 2017

“The brick walls are there for a reason. The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough. They’re there to stop the other people.” 
― Randy Pausch, The Last Lecture

ISAIAH 31-33

 13The Lord says:

“These people come near to me with their mouth

and honor me with their lips,

but their hearts are far from me.

Their worship of me

is based on merely human rules they have been taught. (29:13)

PHILIPPIANS 1

3I thank my God every time I remember you. 4In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy 5because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, 6being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.

JOURNAL 

To live is to do. Love is active...the commands of God are to do, not to wait to be done to. God has given me life and with that life I am commanded to do good works and to work for God.  God has redeemed me and given me the gift of life every day. To waste it worrying about tomorrow or fretting over the past is to destroy the present moment. The present moment is where God resides...it is in this moment that my relationship with God exists. Not in the hope of tomorrow or in the thoughts of yesterday but simply in today, right now.

 9Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

GALATIANS 6:9

OCTOBER 3, 2017

“There is not one blade of grass, there is no color in this world that is not intended to make us rejoice.” 
― John Calvin

ISAIAH 27-28

 “Sing about a fruitful vineyard:

3I, the Lord, watch over it;

I water it continually.

I guard it day and night

so that no one may harm it.(27:2-3)

EPHESIANS 5

Sing and make music from your heart to the Lord, 20always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

JOURNAL 

God never intends for us to live in some type of depressed, lifeless, bitter obedience. His intent is that obedience will give us life like no other. The life he intendeds is to give us a joy that becomes intoxicating and such that it moves others. It is a passionate spirit that surpasses all heartache and trivialities of this world. This is great news!

I will confess that so often there is this dark spirit that poisons my mind and heart into believing that all God wants from me is a heartless, soulless obedience. That simply is a lie. Compassion, love, joy and passion are the most contagious, most wonderful things in this life. This is the life God calls me to...so that no matter the circumstances or hardships...I will possess a spirit that cannot be defeated. What an amazing gift and it is available every moment of every breath I breathe.

What does that look like? I believe it's celebrations that border on hysterical, I also believe it is the comfort of sitting with someone through heartache and devastation. I believe it is hard, honest conversations where bitterness, anger and hurt are resolved. I believe it is the joy of receiving forgiveness and redemption. I also believe it is the joy and work of working together with others to solve a problem. It is warm smiles, sincere tears, hearty laughs and passionate kisses. It is refusing to allow a moment to pass with out soaking up everything it has to offer.

The miracle of our lives too often passes without recognition and celebration. There truly is so much joy to have that our greatest enemy often becomes our complacency in taking it all for granted.  God help me to see that each moment is a miracle...each moment is a gift from you to be shared and celebrated.

 4But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. 

EPHESIANS 2:4-5

OCTOBER 2, 2017

“Joy is the infallible sign of the presence of God.” 
― Pierre Teilhard de Chardin 

ISAIAH 24-26

3You will keep in perfect peace

those whose minds are steadfast,

because they trust in you. (26:3)

EPHESIANS 4

17So I tell you this, and insist on it in the Lord, that you must no longer live as the Gentiles do, in the futility of their thinking. 18They are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts. 19Having lost all sensitivity, they have given themselves over to sensuality so as to indulge in every kind of impurity, and they are full of greed.

20That, however, is not the way of life you learned 21when you heard about Christ and were taught in him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. 22You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; 23to be made new in the attitude of your minds; 24and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.

25Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to your neighbor, for we are all members of one body. 26“In your anger do not sin”^d : Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, 27and do not give the devil a foothold. 28Anyone who has been stealing must steal no longer, but must work, doing something useful with their own hands, that they may have something to share with those in need.

29Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. 30And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. 31Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. 32Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.

JOURNAL 

Here it is in black and white...verses that level me in all ways. There is no way around or out of this...here is what we are called to in Christ. This is the life we are commanded to live. Here it says in Isaiah that God will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast...because they trust in God. Then in Ephesians Paul is telling them to put off the old self, to not let Satan have a foothold and to rid ourselves of all bitterness, rage, anger and every form of malice to be kind and and compassionate.

On the way in to school this morning I was listening to Timothy Keller's sermon on Pride and Nebuchadnezzar. The two main points were that everything is a gift and to see life in any way other than with a spirit of gratitude and humility is to be eaten up with pride. Humility sees the goodness and the gift of seeing, walking, talking, breathing and living. Humility sees the talents I possess and the opportunities I have rather than what I don't. Humility realizes that at any moment they can be taken away in ways of which I have no control.

Today is a tremendous gift...live it as such!!

 4But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. 

EPHESIANS 2:4-5

OCTOBER 1, 2017

“The ragamuffin who sees his life as a voyage of discovery and runs the risk of failure has a better feel for faithfulness than the timid man who hides behind the law and never finds out who he is at all.” 
― Brennan Manning, The Ragamuffin Gospel: Good News for the Bedraggled, Beat-Up, and Burnt Out

ISAIAH 22-23

17At the end of seventy years, the Lord will deal with Tyre. She will return to her lucrative prostitution and will ply her trade with all the kingdoms on the face of the earth. 18Yet her profit and her earnings will be set apart for the Lord; they will not be stored up or hoarded. Her profits will go to those who live before the Lord, for abundant food and fine clothes. (23:17)

EPHESIANS 3

14For this reason I kneel before the Father, 15from whom every family^a in heaven and on earth derives its name. 16I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, 19and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

JOURNAL 

Reading these passages from Paul...it can at times seem like he is speaking another language. To visualize what it would be like to be sold out to Christ in this way. It saddens me to think how far I fall from really living this way. How my community does not look this way, how I depend so much on the culture and comfort and all the trappings of suburbia rather than truly seeking God with a community of believers.

To really press in and think about what a community of believer...truly transformed by the love of Christ looks like. I deeply desire that...yet to think about what it would require...saddens me. Because people usually only seek God in desperation...not in gratitude. It is usually out of weakness and failure...so what does that say about a community. Will we need to experience deep failure and weakness before we can bond together in the love of Christ?

I don't think it is an absolute necessity...however it usually is the way it happens. Yet with God all things are possible, all I can do is seek God always, not as just an answer to my own problems but because I realize the ineptness of my own wisdom. I realize the trappings of my own patterns of behavior. I realize that apart from God I am nothing and am just a vapor. I realize that with God I have the power and love of the creator of the universe and of all things. Why would I ever shrink back from trusting God? Why would I ever go my own way? Why would I ever rely on the things of this world rather than seeking and trusting God?

 4But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. 

EPHESIANS 2:4-5

SEPTEMBER 30, 2017

“A quiet conscience makes one strong!” 
― Anne Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl

ISAIAH 19-21

 4My heart falters,

fear makes me tremble;

the twilight I longed for

has become a horror to me. (21:4)

EPHESIANS 2

1As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, 2in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. 3All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our flesh^a and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature deserving of wrath. 4But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. 6And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, 7in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. 8For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 9not by works, so that no one can boast. 10For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.

JOURNAL 

To truly quiet the mind...especially in moments of stress is an amazing gift of God. Quieting the mind and hearing from God is not just for times of high stress and anxiety but also during the good moments as well. For it is in these that I can fully embrace the wondrous gifts of life. It is crazy to me how my mind often fights against these moments of solitude and quiet. I can see how I am addicted to being entertained and having my thoughts occupied. Yet it is clear from scripture that to truly hear from God...to truly tune myself with his spirit, requires that I shut down the the external and allow his spirit to take over my thoughts.  It is in doing this that I become in tune with all that he has for me today, this week, this month and this life.

7Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him;do not fret when people succeed in their ways,when they carry out their wicked schemes.

PSALM 37:7