“Only he who believes is obedient, and only he who is obedient believes.”
PSALM 65-67
ROMANS 2
JOURNAL
The more I read Scripture, the more I see that God has always been after the heart. Romans says that true change is not outward but inward. It is the work of the Holy Spirit. That means obedience is not simply following rules. It is becoming aware of God's presence in every moment. When I am aware of Him, I naturally begin to trust Him, love Him, and follow Him.
I am also realizing that this awareness only happens in the present. God is here, not in the regrets of yesterday or the worries of tomorrow. His presence surrounds me in creation, in people, in my work, and even in my struggles. The more I live in this moment with Him, the more I see that obedience is simply responding to what He is already doing around me.
That is why meditation can be such a powerful practice. It begins with something so simple: my breathing. Every breath reminds me that I am alive only because God sustains me. My lungs take in oxygen and release carbon dioxide through a process that has been happening every moment of my life, yet I rarely stop to notice it. The air around me, the trees that produce oxygen, and the intricate design of creation are all continual reminders that God's sustaining presence surrounds me. Meditation simply brings my attention back to what has been true all along. It begins with my breath, and there, in the quiet awareness of this present moment, is where Scripture continually points me to find God.
When I give in to fear, shame, regret, or anxiety, I lose sight of God. Instead of trusting Him today, I start trying to control tomorrow or hide yesterday. The future becomes my security, or my past becomes my identity. Sometimes I become more concerned with what other people think than what God thinks. In those moments, those things have become my god.
Psalm 66 reminds me that God used every trial to refine His people. Even the difficult seasons had purpose. They were not abandoned. They were being shaped. That is what allows me to trust Him instead of trying to control my circumstances.
Jesus said that whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for His sake will find it. I think that begins every single day. I surrender my plans, my fears, my regrets, and my need to control. Then I simply seek God in this moment. That is where faith grows, where obedience begins, and where real change takes place.