Saturday, June 13, 2026

JUNE 13, 2026

 



 “Even in the mud and scum of things, something always, always sings.” 

10When the builders laid the foundation of the temple of the Lord, the priests in their vestments and with trumpets, and the Levites (the sons of Asaph) with cymbals, took their places to praise the Lord, as prescribed by David king of Israel. 11With praise and thanksgiving they sang to the Lord:
“He is good;
his love toward Israel endures forever.”
And all the people gave a great shout of praise to the Lord, because the foundation of the house of the Lord was laid. 12But many of the older priests and Levites and family heads, who had seen the former temple, wept aloud when they saw the foundation of this temple being laid, while many others shouted for joy. 13No one could distinguish the sound of the shouts of joy from the sound of weeping, because the people made so much noise. And the sound was heard far away. (3:10-13)

JOHN 20

11Now Mary stood outside the tomb crying. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb 12and saw two angels in white, seated where Jesus’ body had been, one at the head and the other at the foot.
13They asked her, “Woman, why are you crying?”
“They have taken my Lord away,” she said, “and I don’t know where they have put him.” 14At this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not realize that it was Jesus.
15He asked her, “Woman, why are you crying? Who is it you are looking for?”
Thinking he was the gardener, she said, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have put him, and I will get him.”
16Jesus said to her, “Mary.”
She turned toward him and cried out in Aramaic, “Rabboni!” (which means “Teacher”).

JOURNAL 

"The credit belongs to those who are actually in the arena..." has long been one of my favorite quotes from Theodore Roosevelt. I memorized it in college, and standing in Glacier National Park these past few days, I found myself thinking about it again. There is something about being out in the elements that reminds you that life is meant to be experienced, not merely observed.

Over the last several days I have seen some of the most breathtaking scenery I have ever witnessed. Towering mountains, crystal lakes, waterfalls pouring down cliffs, and valleys carved over thousands of years. At times we walked through rain, cold, wind, and clouds that hid the peaks we had come to see. Yet even then, there was a different kind of beauty. One of the guides told us how dramatically the weather can change in Glacier. A mountain revealed one moment can disappear the next. A sunny valley can become covered in clouds within minutes. Every day looks different, yet every day is worth experiencing. The beauty is not dependent on the conditions.

As I listened, I thought about how much that mirrors life. We often believe beauty only exists in clear skies and easy circumstances. Yet Glacier reminds us that the same mountain remains whether it is bathed in sunlight or hidden behind a storm.

What struck me even more were the stories of destruction and renewal woven throughout the park. Fires, avalanches, rock slides, and harsh winters leave visible scars across the landscape. Entire hillsides bear witness to devastation. Yet life continues to emerge from those places. Some trees actually require the intense heat of fire before their seeds can be released. What appears to be destruction becomes the very thing that creates new life.

I was also fascinated by the aspens. What appears to be a forest of individual trees is often connected by one mother root system beneath the ground. Even when fire destroys the visible trees, the root remains alive. In time, new shoots emerge, and a new grove is born from what looked like complete loss.

Ralph Waldo Emerson wrote, "Even in the mud and scum of things, something always, always sings."

That thought brought me to Ezra. When the foundation of the new temple was laid, some shouted for joy while others wept for what had been lost. The sounds were so mixed together that no one could distinguish one from the other. Joy and sorrow occupied the same moment. Celebration and grief stood side by side. Yet God was working through both.

The same truth appears in John 20. Mary Magdalene came to the tomb carrying unimaginable grief. Everything she thought she understood had collapsed. The story seemed over. Yet in the midst of her tears, Jesus simply called her by name. "Mary."

No trumpet blast. No dramatic announcement. No public spectacle. Just the voice of the risen Christ speaking her name.

The more I think about it, the more I realize that this is often how God works. We expect Him in the grand and dramatic, but He is just as present in the quiet moments. He speaks through His Word, through prayer, through the love of family and friends, through a conversation with a guide in Glacier National Park, through mountains hidden by clouds, and through forests reborn after fire.

What Mary could not see was that God was transforming apparent tragedy into unimaginable glory. What looked like an ending was actually a beginning. What looked like ashes became resurrection.

That is the reality I so often miss in my own life. God is constantly calling my name. He is present in the beautiful moments and in the difficult ones. He is present when the skies are clear and when the mountains disappear behind the clouds. He is present in seasons of growth and in seasons that feel like loss.

Glacier reminded me that some seeds only open through fire and some forests only return because the roots beneath the surface never died. The same is true spiritually. God often does His deepest work beneath the surface, where we cannot see it. What feels like destruction may actually be preparation. What feels like loss may be the beginning of new life.

The resurrection is the ultimate reminder that God specializes in bringing life from ashes, beauty from brokenness, and glory from what appears to be defeat. Jesus is still calling our names.

And these precious twenty-four hours of today are another opportunity to answer. From ashes to glory.



 8And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.

2 CORINTHIANS 9:8

JUNE 12, 2026

 

  Just 'cause I'm leavin'
It don't mean that I won't be right by your side
When you need me
And you can't see me in the middle of the night
Just close your eyes and say a prayer
It's okay, I know you're scared when I'm not here
But I'll always be right there
Even though I'm leavin', I ain't goin' nowhere” 

Luke Combs

EZRA 1-2

68When they arrived at the house of the Lord in Jerusalem, some of the heads of the families gave freewill offerings toward the rebuilding of the house of God on its site. 69According to their ability they gave to the treasury for this work 61,000 daricsb of gold, 5,000 minasc of silver and 100 priestly garments.
70The priests, the Levites, the musicians, the gatekeepers and the temple servants settled in their own towns, along with some of the other people, and the rest of the Israelites settled in their towns. (2:68-70)

JOHN 19:23-42

25Near the cross of Jesus stood his mother, his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. 26When Jesus saw his mother there, and the disciple whom he loved standing nearby, he said to her, “Woman,b here is your son,” 27and to the disciple, “Here is your mother.” From that time on, this disciple took her into his home.

JOURNAL 

There’s something quietly beautiful and deeply human in the way Jesus, in his final moments, looks down from the cross—not with bitterness or fear—but with love and provision. As the weight of the world bore down on him, he entrusted the care of his mother to his beloved disciple. Even in agony, he ensured she would not be left alone. That image lingers with me. In the eyes of those gathered at the foot of the cross...his mother, Mary Magdalene, and the disciple he loved...everything must have seemed lost. Dreams crushed, promises shattered, the silence of failure louder than any voice.

And yet, what they could not see in that moment was that this was not the end. It was the beginning of everything. What looked like defeat would become the greatest victory. Hope didn’t die on that hill—it was born there.

I’ve come to realize that one of my deepest fears is being left behind, forgotten, or alone. It’s ancient, almost primal. Maybe that’s why the moment in John’s gospel hits me so hard. Jesus doesn’t just defeat sin and death; he answers that fear. In his most desolate moment, he makes sure no one else is left alone. And because of that, I never truly am.

That same heart shows up again and again in scripture. When the exiles returned to rebuild the temple in Ezra, they gave what they could, not from compulsion, but from devotion. According to their ability, they offered gold, silver, garments...whatever they had, to reestablish the place where God would dwell among his people. It wasn’t just about bricks and gold; it was about hope, about restoring presence. They believed that God had not abandoned them, and their offerings were evidence of faith in the unseen.

That is what I need to hold on to today. That even in disappointment, even in silence or heartbreak, I am not alone. Jesus' presence is not a past event, it’s a present reality. And just like the people who returned to Jerusalem with only a sliver of what once was, I can bring whatever I have...my little faith, my broken hopes, my willingness and trust that God is able.

Paul reminds the church in Corinth that God is able to bless abundantly, providing all that we need at all times, so that we will abound in every good work. That means even when I feel inadequate or uncertain, grace is still at work. I am not working for love, I’m working from it. I am not living to earn hope, I’m living because I already have it.

So maybe Luke Combs had it right in that song. Just because it feels like something or someone is leaving, doesn’t mean we’re abandoned. It doesn’t mean the presence is gone. Jesus may have left the earth in body, but his spirit remains. When I can’t see him, I can still trust him. When the night feels long, I can still say a prayer and know he’s near.

Even though he's gone, he’s never going anywhere. And neither am I.


 8And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.

2 CORINTHIANS 9:8

JUNE 11, 2026

  “There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” 


2 CHRONICLES 34-36

19When the king heard the words of the Law, he tore his robes. 20He gave these orders to Hilkiah, Ahikam son of Shaphan, Abdon son of Micah,a Shaphan the secretary and Asaiah the king’s attendant: 21“Go and inquire of the Lord for me and for the remnant in Israel and Judah about what is written in this book that has been found. Great is the Lord’s anger that is poured out on us because those who have gone before us have not kept the word of the Lord; they have not acted in accordance with all that is written in this book.”(34:19-21)

JOHN 19:1-22

8When Pilate heard this, he was even more afraid, 9and he went back inside the palace. “Where do you come from?” he asked Jesus, but Jesus gave him no answer. 10“Do you refuse to speak to me?” Pilate said. “Don’t you realize I have power either to free you or to crucify you?”
11Jesus answered, “You would have no power over me if it were not given to you from above. Therefore the one who handed me over to you is guilty of a greater sin.”
12From then on, Pilate tried to set Jesus free, but the Jewish leaders kept shouting, “If you let this man go, you are no friend of Caesar. Anyone who claims to be a king opposes Caesar.”

JOURNAL 

Josiah completely bucks the trend of his father and seeks to follow God. It really is an amazing turn from all that he was raised to know. He restores Israel to obedience and worship of God. Yet in the end he becomes consumed with opposing the King of Egypt and is killed in battle. Nevertheless...although not perfect he was passionate in his pursuit and obedience to God. He found the scrolls of Moses and then doubled down in his pursuit to obey God in everything he did. He was an amazing leader and God blessed his efforts.

Pilate is conflicted because he knows in his heart that what is happening to Jesus is wrong...yet he fears the implications of not yielding to the people.  Although he knows it's wrong he had not devotion or background to go against the desires of the Pharisees. He ultimately consents and Jesus is crucified.

Every day is it's own battle for good. Any moment could be one that changes life dramatically. Security in the things of this world are simply an illusion. The only true security is found in my relationship with God. Life continues every moment of every day and I am either moving with or against God. The reality is that if my heart has been given to God, then I am constantly in fellowship with him. I need not worry about the outcome of a day or a moment, I only need to concern myself with living in God's presence and reflecting that presence to the world around me.

To see every moment as a gift from God is to live life with gratitude, wonder and purpose. I think of how I would live today differently if yesterday my circumstances were dramatically different. If I was on my deathbed, or in prison or in the midst of war...the reality is that situations and circumstances can change quickly, but to see every moment as a gift ensures that I will make the most of it and passionately pursue it in reverence to and in obedience to God. 

This is the wisdom of the spirit, this is the power of God's presence.


 9This is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance. 10That is why we labor and strive, because we have put our hope in the living God, who is the Savior of all people, and especially of those who believe.

1 TIMOTHY 4:9-10

Wednesday, June 10, 2026

JUNE 10, 2026

 "Somehow I can't believe that there are any heights that can't be scaled by a man who knows the secrets of making dreams come true. This special secret, it seems to me, can be summarized in four Cs. They are curiosity, confidence, courage, and constancy, and the greatest of all is confidence. When you believe in a thing, believe in it all the way, implicitly and unquestionable.” 

Walt Disney Company

2 CHRONICLES 32-33

6He appointed military officers over the people and assembled them before him in the square at the city gate and encouraged them with these words: 7“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or discouraged because of the king of Assyria and the vast army with him, for there is a greater power with us than with him. 8With him is only the arm of flesh, but with us is the Lord our God to help us and to fight our battles.” And the people gained confidence from what Hezekiah the king of Judah said. (32:6-8)

JOHN 18:24-40

33Pilate then went back inside the palace, summoned Jesus and asked him, “Are you the king of the Jews?”
34“Is that your own idea,” Jesus asked, “or did others talk to you about me?”
35“Am I a Jew?” Pilate replied. “Your own people and chief priests handed you over to me. What is it you have done?”
36Jesus said, “My kingdom is not of this world. If it were, my servants would fight to prevent my arrest by the Jewish leaders. But now my kingdom is from another place.”
37“You are a king, then!” said Pilate.
Jesus answered, “You say that I am a king. In fact, the reason I was born and came into the world is to testify to the truth. Everyone on the side of truth listens to me.”

JOURNAL 

Reading through the old testament it is almost comical the flip-flop of devotion from one king to the next. Great Father's end up sometimes producing terrible sons and likewise terrible father's end up sometimes producing great sons. The only consistent pattern is that those that were obedient to God, were blessed by God, not always in wealth or position or even in long life, but I assume in the peace that they have in serving God. With this also comes the peace of conviction and knowing that they have worked their heart out in obedience and service to the creator. Hezekiah was a good King and God blessed him, but he didn't just wait for God to act...he acted out of faith and confidence that God was with him and would sustain and see him through any and all threats to the kingdom. 

The blindness and hatred of the Pharisees seem so twisted and extreme. I think it is because I don't want to believe that I could do the same thing. Yet my DNA will confirm otherwise...for every saint that is in my ancestry so exists an evil murderer. None of us can ever escape that reality. It is precisely why Jesus commands us to take the plank out of our own eye before we remove the speck from another's. 

I think that on this earth that and that alone is my only safe hope. Be content in God's love for me, be passionate in my obedience and seek to find joy and goodness in whatever circumstances I find myself.  It's not the circumstances or the rewards but the peace of mind and heart. That specifically comes when I only really concern myself with today. Live and work and live today and if God gives me another day tomorrow then do the same then. Work my heart out in whatever capacity God allows me to work. Find joy in the small blessings and love fully without reservation, this is the prescription for a great life...no matter whether rich or poor, in sickness or health, in good times and bad. 


22Slaves, obey your earthly masters in everything; and do it, not only when their eye is on you and to curry their favor, but with sincerity of heart and reverence for the Lord. 23Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters, 

COLOSSIANS 3:22-23

JUNE 9, 2026

  “Go back?" he thought. "No good at all! Go sideways? Impossible! Go forward? Only thing to do! On we go!" So up he got, and trotted along with his little sword held in front of him and one hand feeling the wall, and his heart all of a patter and a pitter.” 

J.R.R. Tolkien, The Hobbit

2 CHRONICLES 29-31

20This is what Hezekiah did throughout Judah, doing what was good and right and faithful before the Lord his God. 21In everything that he undertook in the service of God’s temple and in obedience to the law and the commands, he sought his God and worked wholeheartedly. And so he prospered. (31:20-21)

JOHN 18:1-23

15Simon Peter and another disciple were following Jesus. Because this disciple was known to the high priest, he went with Jesus into the high priest’s courtyard, 16but Peter had to wait outside at the door. The other disciple, who was known to the high priest, came back, spoke to the servant girl on duty there and brought Peter in.
17“You aren’t one of this man’s disciples too, are you?” she asked Peter.
He replied, “I am not.”
18It was cold, and the servants and officials stood around a fire they had made to keep warm. Peter also was standing with them, warming himself.

JOURNAL 

Hezekiah didn’t stall at the edge of indecision—he moved forward with resolve. He didn’t just clean the temple; he restored it. He didn’t just reestablish worship; he led it. Scripture says, “In everything that he undertook… he sought his God and worked wholeheartedly. And so he prospered” (2 Chronicles 31:21). That’s the kind of forward movement I want in my life—not half-hearted obedience, but a wholehearted pursuit of God, even when it stretches me, even when it costs me.

But then there’s Peter.
He followed Jesus, yes—but when the moment came to stand firm, to hold the line, he stumbled. His intentions were bold, but his actions folded. He stood outside by a fire, cold and afraid, and when questioned, he denied even knowing the One he loved (John 18:15–18).

How many times have I done the same? Followed from a distance, but denied with my choices?
It’s so easy to live in a mental faith—an internal belief that never quite reaches my hands, my voice, my calendar. But real faith demands motion. Obedience. Discipline. Courage. It’s not meant to stay hidden in the mind or whispered in safe places. It must be embodied. Lived.

There are days I feel like Peter: uncertain, weary, and afraid. And yet the Spirit whispers, Go forward. Only thing to do. And in those moments, I remember that “there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus… who do not live according to the flesh but according to the Spirit” (Romans 8:1,4). Even in failure, I am free. Even when I stumble, I am called to rise.

Following Jesus means pushing forward—not out of guilt or fear, but out of the deep peace that comes when I surrender. A peace that doesn’t make sense to the world. A peace that gives me the strength to rise again tomorrow, sword in hand, heart still trembling, but resolved:
On we go.



1Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, 2because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit who gives life has set youa free from the law of sin and death. 3For what the law was powerless to do because it was weakened by the flesh,b God did by sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh to be a sin offering.c And so he condemned sin in the flesh, 4in order that the righteous requirement of the law might be fully met in us, who do not live according to the flesh but according to the Spirit.
ROMANS 8:1-4