“A true genius admits that he/she knows nothing.”
― Albert Einstein
JEREMIAH 27-28
JOURNAL
Reading Jeremiah 27–28 reminds me just how little I truly understand about the ways of God. Nebuchadnezzar was a ruthless, power-hungry king, yet God called him His servant and used him to accomplish His purposes. By human standards, this makes little sense. We want to believe that righteousness produces prosperity, obedience guarantees favorable outcomes, and success is evidence of God's blessing. But Scripture continually challenges these assumptions. God is not bound by my understanding of success, nor does He exist to fulfill my expectations. Perhaps the greatest obstacle to truly knowing God is my persistent desire to make Him fit within a narrative I can understand and control.
This connects directly to what I have been wrestling with lately about achievement, purpose, and the pursuit of a meaningful life. For so long, I have attached significance to outcomes—to what I might accomplish, build, earn, or become. Even when those ambitions are rooted in a desire to do good, they can quietly become another attempt to control my future and establish my worth. But yesterday's conversation helped clarify something important: the real joy is not found in arriving at some extraordinary destination, but in the daily pursuit of becoming the person God created me to be. There is tremendous freedom in that realization. I can pursue great things with all my heart without needing those things to validate my life.
Paul's words in 2 Timothy 4 reinforce this beautifully. Be prepared in season and out of season. Endure hardship. Keep your head. Fulfill your responsibilities. There is nothing here about guaranteeing results or achieving worldly recognition. It is a call to faithfulness in the ordinary responsibilities of each day. This is the essence of Deserve Victory. I cannot command the outcome, but I can devote myself completely to the process. I can teach with excellence, coach with intention, love my family, build meaningful things, and pursue opportunities with enthusiasm and discipline. Not because these efforts guarantee some future reward, but because there is intrinsic joy and meaning in doing them well.
And perhaps this is what it means to offer myself as a living sacrifice, as Paul describes in Romans 12. It is not merely surrendering my ambitions, but surrendering my need to control what comes from them. It is allowing God to transform the very way I understand success. I do not have to abandon the extraordinary possibilities I envision for my life. I simply need to stop making their realization the condition of my peace, satisfaction, or happiness. The pursuit itself can become an expression of worship when it is grounded in love, guided by discipline, and surrendered to God.
Ultimately, the question is not whether I will achieve everything I imagine, but how I will show up today regardless of what comes of it. Am I running toward God or toward the security I believe an accomplishment might provide? Am I working out of love and the joy of becoming, or out of fear that I will somehow fall short? I want to become so immersed in the privilege of living, loving, learning, creating, and serving that the outcome loses its grip on me. To find genuine satisfaction in the work itself, knowing that ordinary days lived with extraordinary intention become a remarkable life. I do not need to know what God is building through me. I need only to be faithful with what He has placed before me today.
ROMANS 13:1-2