FEBRUARY 2, 2020

“Life is unfair to everyone in different aspects. Someone is emotionally broke, someone is financially broke. Just that, while complaining always remember there are millions still struggling to be you or what you are.”
― Nitya Prakash

EXODUS 29-30

10“Bring the bull to the front of the tent of meeting, and Aaron and his sons shall lay their hands on its head. 11Slaughter it in the Lord’s presence at the entrance to the tent of meeting. 12Take some of the bull’s blood and put it on the horns of the altar with your finger, and pour out the rest of it at the base of the altar. 13Then take all the fat on the internal organs, the long lobe of the liver, and both kidneys with the fat on them, and burn them on the altar. 14But burn the bull’s flesh and its hide and its intestines outside the camp. It is a sin offering.^b(29:10-14)

MATTHEW 22:1-22

8“Then he said to his servants, ‘The wedding banquet is ready, but those I invited did not deserve to come. 9So go to the street corners and invite to the banquet anyone you find.’ 10So the servants went out into the streets and gathered all the people they could find, the bad as well as the good, and the wedding hall was filled with guests.

11“But when the king came in to see the guests, he noticed a man there who was not wearing wedding clothes. 12He asked, ‘How did you get in here without wedding clothes, friend?’ The man was speechless.

13“Then the king told the attendants, ‘Tie him hand and foot, and throw him outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’

14“For many are invited, but few are chosen.”

JOURNAL 

I watched several interviews over the last few days regarding Kobe Bryant. No denying it is tragic and sad and heartbreaking for all involved. For me the bigger takeaway is that Life is not fair! However, it never has been and it never will be. It is something I have struggled to accept all of my life. The unfairness and difficulty of life is often something I have used religion and spirituality to try and avoid. My faith often has been motivated by my desire to protect myself from life's pain and uncertainty. Yet when I really read the Bible I realize that this is an empty hope. Good people suffer, bad people get breaks, everyone suffers in some capacity.  Jesus never promises that the unfairness and pain of life will be remedied by faith in him. He actually says the opposite and tells us to count the cost. (Matthew 14)

So then what is the benefit here on earth?  I think it’s so much greater than protection from pain and hardship. Simply and solely a relationship with the creator, promises to give me the courage, strength and joy to live a life of truth, service and love regardless of the circumstances. Regardless of the earthly outcome. This is the crossroads I had to come to in my own faith...This word is difficult to face...yet Jesus promises that it will be worth it...he promises that to live our lives in devotion to him is what he wants for us and why he willingly died to pave the path.

Ultimately though I believe that good wins in the end. Whatever part I am able to play, whatever contribution my life is to the EPIC story...then I want to play my part. I believe that God gives me joy and moments of satisfaction every single day that I walk on this earth. He is bigger and greater than every hardship, pain, failure etc. he is God and seeking him and following him is an amazing wonderful life....

 36Some faced jeers and flogging, and even chains and imprisonment. 37They were put to death by stoning;^e they were sawed in two; they were killed by the sword. They went about in sheepskins and goatskins, destitute, persecuted and mistreated— 38the world was not worthy of them. They wandered in deserts and mountains, living in caves and in holes in the ground.

39These were all commended for their faith, yet none of them received what had been promised, 40since God had planned something better for us so that only together with us would they be made perfect.

HEBREWS 11:36-40