Sunday, November 30, 2025

NOVEMBER 30, 2025

  Lives of great men all remind us

We can make our lives sublime,
And, departing, leave behind us
Footprints
on the sand of time;

Footprints, that perhaps another,
Sailing o'er life's solenm main,
A forlorn and shipwrecked brother,
Seeing, shall take heart again...” 

EZEKIEL 43-44

23They are to teach my people the difference between the holy and the common and show them how to distinguish between the unclean and the clean.(44:23) 

2 PETER 2

17These people are springs without water and mists driven by a storm. Blackest darkness is reserved for them. 18For they mouth empty, boastful words and, by appealing to the lustful desires of the flesh, they entice people who are just escaping from those who live in error.

JOURNAL 

Scripture keeps reminding me that God is not trying to restrict my life. He is trying to maximize it. Ezekiel’s vision of what is holy and Peter’s warning about empty promises both point to the same truth. God is shaping me into someone whose life becomes fertile ground for His Spirit to work. He draws a line between the holy and the common because He wants me to see what life looks like when I live surrendered to Him rather than pulled around by whatever storm blows through.

It is the Groundhog Day effect. The difference between the first day Phil wakes up and the last day is the difference between a life guided by the flesh and a life shaped by surrender. At first he is impulsive, self centered, and blind to the potential woven into every ordinary moment. But when he finally surrenders to something higher and chooses love over self, the same town, the same people, the same routines become radiant. Nothing external changed. His inner life changed and everything he touched became transformed.

That is what God is doing in me through His Word. He teaches me to see the holy woven through the ordinary. He shows me how to distinguish what brings life from what drains it. And He invites me to live with the awareness that His Spirit lives inside me, reshaping the way I speak, move, listen, and love.

Longfellow’s words echo this calling. Lives of great men remind us that our lives can be sublime. That we can leave footprints in the sand of time. Footprints that a weary and shipwrecked brother may one day see and take heart again. Scripture is God’s grand project of forming people who live like that. People whose surrendered lives become a lighthouse for others who feel lost at sea.

When life is lived well it is lived in consciousness of others. God makes it clear that once His Spirit fills our hearts we carry His presence everywhere we go. That is sobering but also beautiful. A life lived for what it can gain ends in darkness. A life lived for what it can give becomes a spring of water for the thirsty.

I am realizing that being loved is not the goal. Being loved by God is the foundation. But the measure of a life well lived is how deeply I learn to love. That is the transformation. That is the magic. The same twenty four hours can either become self focused scenery or sacred ground where God moves mountains through the smallest acts of love.

Coming off a great week with family I am reminded that the magic of God is not rare. It is everywhere. It is woven into laughter around a dinner table. It is in the silence of a long drive. It is in the tiny choices to be patient, present, and kind. These are holy moments because they are the places where the Spirit lives and breathes within us.

God writes ideas, hopes, and dreams into our imagination for a reason. He authored every good desire in us. He planted them there so that we might change hearts, heal wounds, correct injustices, and carry His love into the world. The key is belief. The key is love in action. Even faith the size of a mustard seed becomes unstoppable when it is lived out in surrender.

Because nothing will be impossible for those who trust God and let Him shape the way they live each ordinary day.


"Because you have so little faith," He answered. "For truly I tell you, if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."
MATTHEW 17:20

Saturday, November 29, 2025

NOVEMBER 29, 2025

  “The world is indeed full of peril, and in it there are many dark places; but still there is much that is fair, and though in all lands love is now mingled with grief, it grows perhaps the greater.” 

― J.R.R. TolkienThe Fellowship of the Ring

EZEKIEL 41-42

1Then the man brought me to the main hall and measured the jambs; the width of the jambs was six cubitsa on each side.b2The entrance was ten cubitsc wide, and the projecting walls on each side of it were five cubitsd wide. He also measured the main hall; it was forty cubits long and twenty cubits wide.e(41:1-2) 

2 PETER 1

3His divine power has given us everything we need for a godly life through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. 4Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature, having escaped the corruption in the world caused by evil desires.
5For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; 6and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; 7and to godliness, mutual affection; and to mutual affection, love. 8For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.

JOURNAL 

There are days when I realize the version of God that formed in my childhood was more dreamlike than real. Part of being human is hoping for a world where wrongs are made right and where life plays fair. That longing is not foolish; it is woven into us. Yet it can make this present world confusing, especially when we hold onto the idea of a righteous God while living in a world that does not behave righteously.

Scripture never promises that earth will operate like heaven. In fact, it tells the truth without apology. Heaven will be heaven and hell will be hell. Here, though, is a mixture. Beauty and peril. Grief and love intertwined. Darkness and light wrestling in the same story.

It is why Tolkien’s words ring so true. The world is full of peril, and many dark places exist. Yet there is still so much that is fair. Love grows in the soil of grief, and maybe that is why it becomes greater. Maybe love reveals its truest form when it must push through sorrow to survive.

When I look at the stories of Jesus, the disciples, and Paul, none of them lived lives that could easily be labeled “successful” by worldly standards. They suffered. They were rejected. They were misunderstood. And still they believed in a kingdom whose values were not shaped by comfort or success but by love, service, joy, and sacrifice. They lived for something beyond their lifetimes, trusting that God’s story was greater than anything they endured.

Peter’s letter reminds me that even in this uncertain world, God has already given us everything we need to live faithfully. His divine power holds nothing back. His promises are not soft illusions but anchors that tie us to his nature. And if we let those promises shape us, our lives will overflow with goodness, knowledge, self control, perseverance, godliness, affection, and love. These virtues do not eliminate suffering, but they keep us from being swallowed by it. They keep us from losing ourselves.

Reading Ezekiel and seeing God measure the temple walls does something in me. It reminds me that God defines what is holy. He sets the boundaries between the sacred and the common. And when I allow God to measure my life, when I allow him to shape my inner world, it separates illusion from truth. It opens a space where his Spirit can breathe.

That is why I love Eldredge’s Epic. It frames life not as chaos but as story. God’s story. A great narrative with beauty and conflict, villains and heroes, courage and fear, suffering and promise. Each of us is placed inside a subplot that matters deeply. We are not accidents of biology or random characters. We are chosen for a role. And the story cannot move forward without us taking our part seriously.

Some days I forget that. I focus on the irritation of the moment or the fear of what might come. I lose sight of the adventure. Yet God keeps calling me back to my place in the narrative. Back to purpose. Back to the truth that joy is not the absence of hardship but the presence of Christ.

Peter wrote his letter knowing his martyrdom was near. And still he urges believers to live fully, love deeply, persevere courageously. That alone is evidence that joy is not tied to circumstance but to identity and hope.


27Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
JOHN 14:27

Friday, November 28, 2025

NOVEMBER 28, 2025

  “We will not be measured by the world’s standards anymore. We will be measured by the plumb line of God’s Word. We will be people who live out our Christianity by walking faithfully in obedience to God. We will love mercy and justice. We will love others the way God loves us— unconditionally, relentlessly, and with grace.”

― Teresa Schultz

EZEKIEL 40

1In the twenty-fifth year of our exile, at the beginning of the year, on the tenth of the month, in the fourteenth year after the fall of the city—on that very day the hand of the Lord was on me and he took me there. 2In visions of God he took me to the land of Israel and set me on a very high mountain, on whose south side were some buildings that looked like a city. 3He took me there, and I saw a man whose appearance was like bronze; he was standing in the gateway with a linen cord and a measuring rod in his hand. 4The man said to me, “Son of man, look carefully and listen closely and pay attention to everything I am going to show you, for that is why you have been brought here. Tell the people of Israel everything you see.”(40:1-4) 

1 PETER 5


1To the elders among you, I appeal as a fellow elder and a witness of Christ’s sufferings who also will share in the glory to be revealed: 2Be shepherds of God’s flock that is under your care, watching over them—not because you must, but because you are willing, as God wants you to be; not pursuing dishonest gain, but eager to serve; 3not lording it over those entrusted to you, but being examples to the flock. 4And when the Chief Shepherd appears, you will receive the crown of glory that will never fade away.

JOURNAL 

What struck me today is the idea that God measures us not by size, success, or performance but by honesty. When Ezekiel saw the man of bronze standing with a measuring rod, the image was not about architectural proportions. It was God revealing that the true structure He is building is the interior life of His people. A plumb line does not measure how big something is. It reveals whether it is true. Whether it stands straight. Whether its posture is aligned with what is real.

Honesty becomes the spiritual plumb line. When I am honest with God about where I am weak, where I am afraid, where I am bent by worry or shame, I step into alignment with Him. And when my heart aligns with truth, the soil of my life becomes fertile. Honesty makes room for His Spirit to cultivate, to correct, to heal, and to expand. God cannot grow seeds in soil covered by pretense. He grows His life in soil softened by honesty.

This ties beautifully with what Peter writes. He speaks to believers who were displaced and struggling, people who felt the weight of chaos and loss. He reminds them that God is not looking for impressive leaders. He is looking for shepherds who are willing, humble, present, and aligned with love. Peter does not measure them by the outcomes of their circumstances. He measures them by the posture of their hearts. This again is honesty. The honesty to serve instead of perform. The honesty to shepherd instead of strive. The honesty to be an example because their lives are aligned with God’s character, not because they have mastered religious technique.

Then there is Saul. The moment something like scales fell from his eyes, he finally saw reality as it was. His vision was restored in the same moment his honesty was restored. He recognized the truth about himself, the truth about Jesus, and the truth about his calling. When those scales fell, his life stood upright for the first time.

I feel that same need in myself. This week with family has been so good and so grounding. Thanksgiving always does this for me. It strips away the noise and brings me back to relationships. It reminds me that the early Christians Peter wrote to could only dream of the life we enjoy. Their circumstances were brutal. Yet the message God gave them is the same message He gives me. Be humble. Resist evil. Cling to God and to one another. Live truthfully. Stand in honesty before Him.

Honesty becomes the spiritual soil where God writes the next chapter. It is the doorway into relationship with Him. When I am honest about my doubts, my gratitude, my longing for purpose, and even my fear, I am standing straight before Him. I am aligned with His plumb line. And in that alignment, His Spirit can build the life He intended all along.

Today I simply want to stand honestly before God. I want the measuring line of His Word to show me where I lean and where I need to be restored. I want my heart to be good soil. Because where honesty is present, the Spirit of God expands, multiplies, and breathes new life.



17Then Ananias went to the house and entered it. Placing his hands on Saul, he said, “Brother Saul, the Lord—Jesus, who appeared to you on the road as you were coming here—has sent me so that you may see again and be filled with the Holy Spirit.” 18Immediately, something like scales fell from Saul’s eyes, and he could see again. He got up and was baptized, 19and after taking some food, he regained his strength.
ACTS 9:17-19

Thursday, November 27, 2025

NOVEMBER 27, 2025

  “Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, and confusion to clarity.”

― Melody Beattie

EZEKIEL 38-39

 28Then they will know that I am the Lord their God, for though I sent them into exile among the nations, I will gather them to their own land, not leaving any behind. 29I will no longer hide my face from them, for I will pour out my Spirit on the people of Israel, declares the Sovereign Lord.”(39:28-29) 

1 PETER 4

19So then, those who suffer according to God’s will should entrust their souls to their faithful Creator and continue to do good.

JOURNAL 

Today as I sit in this Thanksgiving moment I feel a deep sense of gratitude rising in me. Life is good right now. I feel hope. I can see God working in ways that lift my spirit and remind me that His faithfulness never left. Yet I remember very clearly that it was not always this way. There were seasons when joy felt distant. There were days when suffering made no sense and purpose felt hidden. There were moments when I wondered if things would ever come back together. 

I also know there are people around me in that place right now. People who want to believe that their pain has meaning. People who feel overwhelmed or unseen or confused. People who want to trust God but do not know how to make sense of their suffering. I feel a tenderness for them today because while all situations are unique. I know what it feels like to look for God in the dark and fear of despair.

This is where scripture always meets us. Scripture does not speak only to the victorious. It speaks to every human condition. It speaks to joy and loss and longing and confusion and healing. Scripture knows us. Scripture finds us. Scripture holds every part of our story as sacred. Scripture reminds us that nothing is wasted and nothing is outside the reach of God.

This is why standing in your authenticity and your divinity matters so much to faith. Every part of your story, including the painful parts, is touched by the presence of God. The divine is not something we earn. It is something God breathes into us. It is the meeting place where our humanity and His Spirit intertwine. It is the truth that our identity is shaped not by perfection but by surrender and love.

I feel grateful today for the goodness I see. I feel grateful for the hope that has returned. I feel grateful because I know that God was working even when I was breaking. And I feel grateful because I know that for anyone who is suffering today, God is still present and still active and still writing a story that is not finished.

Scripture promises that God gathers every scattered piece of our life. Scripture promises that God pours out His Spirit and refuses to leave any part of us behind. Scripture promises that when we entrust our souls to our faithful Creator we will find strength to continue doing good. And scripture promises that joy will rise even out of the places that once felt empty.

This is the heart of Thanksgiving. Gratitude for what is good today. Gratitude for the God who carried me when things were not good. Gratitude for the hope that remains even in suffering. Gratitude for the divine presence that sits inside every chapter of our story.


16I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, 19and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
EPHESIANS 3:16-19

Wednesday, November 26, 2025

NOVEMBER 26, 2025

 “The Bible tells us to love our neighbors, and also to love our enemies; probably because generally they are the same people.” 

― G.K. Chesterton

EZEKIEL 36-37

33“ ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: On the day I cleanse you from all your sins, I will resettle your towns, and the ruins will be rebuilt. 34The desolate land will be cultivated instead of lying desolate in the sight of all who pass through it. 35They will say, “This land that was laid waste has become like the garden of Eden; the cities that were lying in ruins, desolate and destroyed, are now fortified and inhabited.” 36Then the nations around you that remain will know that I the Lord have rebuilt what was destroyed and have replanted what was desolate. I the Lord have spoken, and I will do it.’(36:33-36) 

1 PETER 3

8Finally, all of you, be like-minded, be sympathetic, love one another, be compassionate and humble. 9Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult. On the contrary, repay evil with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing. 10For,
“Whoever would love life
and see good days
must keep their tongue from evil
and their lips from deceitful speech.
11They must turn from evil and do good;
they must seek peace and pursue it.
12For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous
and his ears are attentive to their prayer,
but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil.”a

JOURNAL 

Yesterday, as I listened to Miles Adcox talk with Dax on the Human School podcast, one phrase cut straight into me. Miles kept returning to the idea of standing in your divinity. Not in arrogance, not in perfection, not in some spiritual theatrics, but in the quiet, grounded awareness that the Spirit of God actually lives in me. That my story, my uniqueness, my fears, my tenderness, my history, and even my wounds are all part of a divine architecture. Listening to Miles and Dax unpack what it means to honor the spirit of God in yourself and then honor it in others felt like someone finally giving language to something God has been slowly teaching me.

With that fresh in my mind, reading Peter today hits differently. When he tells us to repay evil with blessing, he is not giving us a rule to obey for the sake of rule-keeping. He is inviting us to live from our divinity, to live from the Spirit of God instead of the instinct of fear or self-protection. It is an invitation to trust God with tomorrow by obeying Him today, even when today feels contrary to logic.

The command to repay evil with blessing still unnerves me. Everything in me wants to protect myself and retaliate. When I think honestly about the people who have harmed me, the idea of wishing blessing on them feels unnatural. Yet that was exactly what Jesus preached, and it is exactly what Peter echoes. And it is the essence of what Miles was trying to describe. When I bless those who harm me, I am not excusing evil. I am stepping out of the smallness of my fear and into the largeness of who I truly am in God.

Peter gives me a grounding line. He reminds me that the face of the Lord is against those who do evil. In other words, God sees it. God judges it. God does not ignore it. It is simply not my job to punish it. When I love in the presence of wrongdoing, I participate in exposing the truth without becoming its judge. I stand in my divinity instead of collapsing into my old patterns.

Standing in my divinity also requires something I often avoid: forgiving myself. That may be even more difficult than forgiving my enemies. Even when I know God has forgiven me, I sometimes cling to guilt as if it proves something. But if I refuse to extend compassion toward myself, I cannot authentically extend it to anyone else. The divine spark in me gets smothered when I refuse to honor who God has made me to be.

Ezekiel’s vision reminds me that God rebuilds what has been ruined. The desolate places of my life are not signs of failure. They are places where God plants something new. When God restores a person, He does it in a way that invites the world to look and say, this land that was once desolate has become like the garden of Eden. That is what standing in my divinity looks like. It is letting God rebuild what was broken and then having the courage to live from that newness.

Today is another invitation to do exactly that. To stand in the love and forgiveness of God. To live from the Spirit within me rather than the fear within me. To allow His presence to shape my thoughts, my reactions, and my relationships. The love that God pours into me is meant to flow out of me. It is meant to reach even those who stand against me.

This is what Jesus meant when He said to love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you. He was inviting us to step into a way of living that reflects the divine nature of our Father. He causes the sun to rise on the evil and the good. He extends grace where we would withhold it. And when I choose to love only those who love me back, I am not living from my divinity. I am living from my fear.

Miles said something that keeps echoing in me. When you stand in your divinity, you stand in your truth. And when you honor the divinity in someone else, even someone who has hurt you, you call them back to their truest identity as well.

That is the path I want to walk. Not the path of fear, or self-defense, or retaliation, but the path of sacred presence. The path where I live from the Spirit of God within me and trust Him fully with the outcomes I cannot control.

This is the holy work of today. This is the life Jesus invites me to live.

43“You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbori and hate your enemy.’ 44But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

MATTHEW 5:43-48

Tuesday, November 25, 2025

NOVEMBER 25, 2025

  “Never throughout history has a man who lived a life of ease left a name worth remembering.” 

― Theodore Roosevelt

EZEKIEL 34-35

 30Then they will know that I, the Lord their God, am with them and that they, the Israelites, are my people, declares the Sovereign Lord31You are my sheep, the sheep of my pasture, and I am your God, declares the Sovereign Lord.’ ” (34:30-31) 

1 PETER 2

1Therefore, rid yourselves of all malice and all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and slander of every kind. 2Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation, 3now that you have tasted that the Lord is good.

JOURNAL 

There was a long stretch of my life where I constantly interpreted my circumstances as less than. I evaluated everything through the lens of what was wrong, what was missing, what was not measuring up. I never paused to see my life as its own unique story, full of fears and emotions that were not signs of failure, but signs of existence. I did not see my path as blessed because I kept comparing it to some polished version of life I thought everyone else was living. I missed the truth that my story, with all its texture and complexity, was rich with opportunity, rich with meaning, rich with God’s presence.

The days when everything went well felt like confirmation that I was finally doing something right. I loved the ease and the clarity of those moments, yet those moments were never the whole story. Life is not built on sunshine alone. It is woven through with struggle and heartache and moments that feel impossibly heavy. For so long, I took that as evidence that something was wrong with me, instead of seeing that I was human, alive, and living a story that God was actually shaping.

Growing up in the church gave me so much, yet it also created confusion. I rarely saw people struggle openly. I mostly saw smiles, right answers, and curated lives. The subtle message was that if you were hurting, you must be doing something wrong or must be out of sync with God. So when my life did not match that picture, I assumed I was flawed. I interpreted my pain as failure. I did not know that what I was living was the same gritty and beautiful human story everyone else was quietly living too.

Eventually the cracks showed. I began to see behind the smiles. I learned that everyone was carrying heartache, hidden battles, and fears that did not fit the polished image of church life. That realization shook me. I felt misled. I questioned everything, even God. I wondered if the whole thing was an illusion.

That is when I started reading Scripture for myself. Not to prove something, but because I desperately wanted truth.

And the truth I found was this: the Bible is not a book about perfect people. It is a book about real people.

People who sinned, stumbled, doubted, and broke things that mattered. People with complicated pasts, confusing emotions, and contradictory choices. People who were wealthy, poor, powerful, powerless, and all profoundly human. They wrestled. They hurt. They cried out.

In their stories, I finally recognized my own.

I realized I was not broken beyond repair. I was not the outlier. I was not spiritually defective.

I was simply alive.

What truly grabbed me was what happened to people who let God be their God. Their circumstances did not magically improve. They still faced betrayal, loss, danger, and suffering. Yet something deeper was happening inside them. They carried a hope that did not make sense. They experienced joy in the middle of heartbreak. They gave out of emptiness. They forgave without payback. They lived lives shaped from the inside out.

That is what made their lives worth remembering. Not ease, but depth.

Their authenticity, not their polish, is what gives me faith.

Their contradictions are what make their redemption believable.

Their messy humanity is what makes God’s faithfulness undeniable.

These stories became my outpost, my portal into something truer and deeper than the surface level faith I once thought I was supposed to maintain.

Circling back to Peter, I see him now not as the bold apostle who always got things right, but as a man who struggled with himself, betrayed his own intentions, and kept returning to Jesus. His words land differently because they were written by someone who lived in the tension of being human. He did not write from ease. He wrote from experience, from failure, from forgiveness, and from restoration.

This is where I find comfort. This is where I find hope. This is where I feel the warmth of a God who never asked me to perform, only to be honest.

And I think this is the quiet, holy purpose of our lives, to let our existence with all its uneven edges become outposts of the Kingdom. Not perfect beacons, but vulnerable ones. Light that shines through the cracks, not around them. Lives that are flawed and broken, yet still unmistakably lit with grace.

We were never meant to hide our light under bowls of shame or comparison. We were meant to let it shine in our real and unpolished ways, lamps on a stand, cities on hills, unique and unrepeatable reflections of a God who never once asked us to be anything other than fully alive.


14“You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. 15Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house." 

MATTHEW 5:14-15

Monday, November 24, 2025

NOVEMBER 24, 2025

    “To savor the simple privilege that every day I have a sunrise to bathe in, a storehouse of opportunities to romp through, the thick wrap of relationships to keep me warm, a God who meticulously tends to every detail round about me, and it all costs me not a dime. What madness would keep me from being eternally thankful for all that?” 

― Craig D. Lounsbrough

EZEKIEL 32-33

31So My people come to you as usual, sit before you, and hear your words; but they do not put them into practice. Although they express love with their mouths, their hearts pursue dishonest gain. 32Indeed, you are to them like a singer of love songs with a beautiful voice, who skillfully plays an instrument. They hear your words but do not put them into practice. (33:31-32) 

1 PETER 1

22Now that you have purified yourselves by obeying the truth so that you have sincere love for each other, love one another deeply, from the heart.b 23For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God. 24For,
“All people are like grass,
and all their glory is like the flowers of the field;
the grass withers and the flowers fall,
 25but the word of the Lord endures forever.”c
And this is the word that was preached to you.

JOURNAL 

Reading this morning I was struck again by the depth of Scripture. I forget how truly alive it is. I forget how holy it becomes when I give it space. When I slow down and open it with a willing heart, something happens in me that I cannot fully explain. There is a moment… almost like a doorway forming in my mind… where the noise of the world goes quiet and something sacred begins to rise. Scripture becomes a place where I can breathe, and in that breath I find God waiting for me.

It is not just words on a page. It is not some ancient text meant to guilt me into better behavior. I realize that the heaviness I sometimes feel when I approach Scripture is not coming from God. It is coming from the parts of me that still expect judgment, the parts of me that forget the point of grace. When I actually read with an open mind and an honest heart, the Word of God opens a kind of inner room, a sanctuary that exists inside my own thoughts. It becomes a portal where I can connect with God, understand Him more clearly, and hear Him speak in ways that bring peace and joy to my soul.

Scripture is not a killjoy. It is communion. It is conversation. It is the meeting place between my spirit and the Spirit of God. When I really allow myself to enter that space, I feel something like the warmth of sunlight forming on the inside of me. I feel the truth of Craig Lounsbrough’s words, that I have a sunrise to bathe in, opportunities to walk in, relationships to protect me, and a God who tends every detail of my life. And all of it is free. What madness would keep me from gratitude when this is the truth.

Ezekiel’s words remind me that hearing the Word and practicing the Word are two very different things. People can sit, listen, nod, even admire the beauty of the message, but never let it shape them. Scripture becomes just another sound in the room when I refuse to step through that inner doorway. But when I actually let the Word live inside me, when I participate in it, when I trust it, it becomes transformative.

Peter says we are born again through the living and enduring Word of God. Born again means more than saved. Born again means awakened. It means that every time I read Scripture with a surrendered heart, something new comes alive in me. The Word of God clears space in my mind where truth can settle and where love can grow. It makes room for empathy, for compassion, for humility. It reminds me that everything in this world is temporary, yet everything of God is eternal. The grass withers, the flowers fall, but the Word endures forever, and that eternal Word has the power to reshape who I am from the inside out.

I am learning that church is not a building and it is not confined to a steeple or stained glass. Church is the living presence of God moving in ordinary life. Church happens when I pause and give thanks. Church happens when I see the blessings of this moment and breathe them in. Church happens when I choose love over fear, service over self, trust over control. Church happens in the quiet places in my home, in conversations with people I care about, in moments where I open Scripture and feel that portal open again.

Thank you Father for another day, a day filled with countless blessings, a day full of opportunities to be a vessel of your love. Thank you for giving me a mind that can listen and a heart that can respond. Thank you for the doorway your Word opens in me, the holy space where I can meet you and hear you.

1Come, let us sing for joy to the Lord;
let us shout aloud to the Rock of our salvation.
2Let us come before him with thanksgiving
and extol him with music and song.
3For the Lord is the great God,
the great King above all gods.
4In his hand are the depths of the earth,
and the mountain peaks belong to him.
5The sea is his, for he made it,
and his hands formed the dry land.
6Come, let us bow down in worship,
let us kneel before the Lord our Maker;
7for he is our God
and we are the people of his pasture,
the flock under his care.

PSALM 95:1-7