APRIL 18, 2018

“It is a denial of the divinity within us to doubt our potential and our possibilities.” 
― James E. Faust

1 SAMUEL 25-26

21Then Saul said, “I have sinned. Come back, David my son. Because you considered my life precious today, I will not try to harm you again. Surely I have acted like a fool and have been terribly wrong.”

22“Here is the king’s spear,” David answered. “Let one of your young men come over and get it. 23The Lord rewards everyone for their righteousness and faithfulness. The Lord delivered you into my hands today, but I would not lay a hand on the Lord’s anointed. 24As surely as I valued your life today, so may the Lord value my life and deliver me from all trouble.”

25Then Saul said to David, “May you be blessed, David my son; you will do great things and surely triumph.” So David went on his way, and Saul returned home.(25:17-25)

LUKE 16:19-31

19“There was a rich man who was dressed in purple and fine linen and lived in luxury every day.20At his gate was laid a beggar named Lazarus, covered with sores 21and longing to eat what fell from the rich man’s table. Even the dogs came and licked his sores.

22“The time came when the beggar died and the angels carried him to Abraham’s side. The rich man also died and was buried. 23In Hades, where he was in torment, he looked up and saw Abraham far away, with Lazarus by his side. 24So he called to him, ‘Father Abraham, have pity on me and send Lazarus to dip the tip of his finger in water and cool my tongue, because I am in agony in this fire.’

25“But Abraham replied, ‘Son, remember that in your lifetime you received your good things, while Lazarus received bad things, but now he is comforted here and you are in agony. 26And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been set in place, so that those who want to go from here to you cannot, nor can anyone cross over from there to us.’

27“He answered, ‘Then I beg you, father, send Lazarus to my family, 28for I have five brothers. Let him warn them, so that they will not also come to this place of torment.’

29“Abraham replied, ‘They have Moses and the Prophets; let them listen to them.’

30“ ‘No, father Abraham,’ he said, ‘but if someone from the dead goes to them, they will repent.’

31“He said to him, ‘If they do not listen to Moses and the Prophets, they will not be convinced even if someone rises from the dead.’ ”

JOURNAL 

So many things here that I feel I could write on them for days. David's story is such an amazing view into the messiness of life. David makes some big messes and he is also part of Saul's mess. Yet David keeps on pursuing God...even when he goes astray. David keeps coming back to obedience and humility before God. He is far from perfect...yet God loves him and his humility God uses to draw others and ultimately it leads to him being the greatest King of Israel. 

It is not our circumstances or the conditions of our life that makes us great. It is our humility and our ultimate heart and obedience to God that makes our lives beautiful. God takes our messes and our ruins and turns them into something useful and beautiful. What we see as a mess God sees as beauty and unlimited potential. 

I think that is why we are warned to not fear and why timidity is treated as despicable. They can masquerade as humility but in the end they are a refusal to trust God. When reading scripture...God makes great use of blunders and mistakes but timidity is lifeless and a lack of action. It's a way of saving face and drawing back. In doing so it limits engagement with God.

15I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! 16So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth. 

REVELATION 3:15-16